I wonder who reads this space anyway. Life is rather boring. I could say something like, who needs a blog when I've got twitter now (Yes I've succumbed!), but twitter can never be like a blog. I don't know how long I can keep up my twitter anyway.
Recess week was thrown away cos I was too sick to do anything. I hate being sick, it gives way to suicidal thoughts. I would wake up everyday around 11am and eat my meds and then brunch. The meds make me want to puke (cos they are supposed to empty my stomach) so I'll take a long afternoon nap from 2pm to 6pm. After that I'll take my meds again and eat dinner, and I'll want to puke it out again so I'll watch some tv to distract myself and sleep at 12am. And this goes on everyday.
I felt so miserable that when I had to go back to school for Hall Production rehearsals, I kept wanting to admit myself into a hospital cos I was too weak to do anything.
Thank goodness it's over. Can't believe I'm saying this but after 3 weeks of being brought to the edge of hell and back, schoolwork seems strangely therapeutic. For once, I can go about my daily life and not have the urge to throw up every single second.
It's good to be back.
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